Although this chapter includes plenty of evidence for Holden's lack of maturity, we'll find a few details that do show his ability to think and act in a responsible, serious way:
It made me so damn sad when I thought about it, their never going anywhere swanky for lunch or anything. I knew it wasn't too important, but it made me sad anyway.
Here, Holden shows sympathy to the nuns who stand outside taking up a collection. By realizing the nuns can never treat themselves to a nice meal, Holden shows that he's able to put himself in other people's shoes and feel genuine empathy for them. Empathy is one way of being mature: setting aside any feelings of sorrow for yourself and your own issues so you can sympathize with other people's experiences.
In the second paragraph, Holden contemplates buying a particular record for his sister, knowing she'd love it. When he actually finds that record, Holden narrates,
They charged me five bucks for it, because it was so hard to get, but I didn't care. Boy, it made me so happy all of a sudden. I could hardly wait to get to the park to see if old Phoebe was around so that I could give it to her.
These actions reveal Holden is again thinking of someone other than himself. He's going on an errand, using his own free time and (presumably) some of his own money, so he can buy something that will bring joy to his sister, not just himself.
When Holden reflects on how he'd gotten no enjoyment from the play Hamlet when he saw it on stage, he thinks,
What I'll have to do is, I'll have to read that play. The trouble with me is, I always have to read that stuff by myself. If an actor acts it out, I hardly listen. I keep worrying about whether he's going to do something phony every minute.
Here, you can argue Holden is reflecting meaningfully on his own experiences and realizing that he may have misjudged the value of something. He decides to give the play another try, this time in a different way, because he's reflected on his own flaw: his obsession with actors on stage being phony. This kind of insight into his own bias is one detail that evinces Holden's capacity for maturity.
Holden helps a kid lace up her ice skates in the park:
She was having a helluva time tightening her skate. She didn't have any gloves on or anything and her hands were all red and cold. I gave her a hand with it.
Once Holden realized this child couldn't help him find Phoebe, he could have just walked away. Instead, he helps her without being asked. Recognizing other people are struggling and taking the initiative to help them shows maturity.
Holden also follows through on his plans with Sally, even though he doesn't feel like doing so:
So all I did, in front of the museum, was get a cab and go down to the Biltmore. I didn't feel much like going. I'd made that damn date with Sally, though.
Honoring your commitments, or keeping your word, is an act of maturity. Holden could have called Sally to cancel their date with some excuse or another, but since he'd already promised to take her out, he resigned himself to it.
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